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Suddenly Inspired…

…to write a film. But, guess what’s getting in the way? YOU GUESSED IT! The lieing twat of Westchester. That was something else he sneered at. My film making. “Oooh,” he chided, “It’s shot on tape.” Yeah, fuck face..shot on tape..went to Sundance nominated for a British Academy award. He really tried to undermine my confidence. Sneery cock whore that he is…

Ok, relapse! That’s what happens. I remember just how ‘ironic’ he is about anyone who tried to achieve anything..like kids or films. I wonder if he can communicate at all with the artists he is meant to represent when he is so desperate to be one himself.

He did make a sort of film. A high school parody. He thought it was HILARIOUS.

How will he ever encourage the best out of his clients? Unless he is getting fucked by them of course.

Wanna know something funny? He loved reading my blog when I was writing shit about other people. It’s a bit uncomfortable now tho isn’t it JB?

Hahhaha.

RENTER ALERT!!!

OK, yesterday, when I got back to the apartment in Hollywood (almost finished packing) there was a vicious note from Viken Douzdjian’s two-bit lawyer demanding his money back for the rental. Viken is a surgeon from Portland Oregon who rented the house for 7 people for $250 a night. He arrived and left immediately because the ‘TV was too small.’ and ‘There was a stain on the carpet.’ Let me remind you again Viken..that’s why it’s $250 a night rather $2, 500 a night like the guy next door or $25, 000 a night like the houses on the PCH. This surgeon from Portland told me to alter a cheque that he had misprinted then recalls the cheque! What a fucking twat. Then..get this..he tells me that he can’t stay in the house of a homosexual.

This surgeon better not be cutting you open if you are gay..cause he hates us gays!

Thank God I keep every email..including the one where he tells me to alter the cheque. Read the fucking contract dick-wad surgeon, homophobic, LIAR.

Viken Douzdjian is a homo hating, rental con-man who can’t seem to read the contract he signed. He joins the Renter’s From Hell Hall of SHAME.

Viken..let me introduce you to Irene Brown from Maud Place Hawaii and Dave Stewart from who gives a shit ville. Dave did the ‘we are Christians and can’t stay in your house’ bullshit.

“There’s PORNOGRAPHY in your house.”  they squealed like pigs after finding some funny postcards in a draw..without nudity I might add . Actually, I thought Dave was gay when I met him. My gaydar went off like an Amazonian dawn chorus. Mrs Dave probably put him through Christian gay-boy rehabilitation…so they could have those ugly kids.

Fuck Christians.

All of you.

Oh yeah, and when I spoke to Viken’s moronic lawyer I tried to make a point about Jews and Gays in the concentration camps and why homophobia should not be colluded with in the same way we have no truck with anti-Semitism.

He thought I was being an anti-semite..not realizing of course that JB is a Jew, my sponsor is a Jew..and so was my GRANDFATHER.

Fucking idiot.

I am in NYC. Alive..although maybe dying…here for fashion week. Hope I don’t bump into the lying fuck face.

27 replies on “Suddenly Inspired…”

still laughing @

“Mrs Dave probably put him through Christian gay boy rehabilitation…so they could have those ugly kids.”

Nice pic too 😉

‘Fragile timid beautiful Jake'( previous post) Duncan, I swear you are a Gemini, you go up and down faster than a whore’s Knickers.
Have to say though, the Mrs Dave comment made me laugh out loud.

Switch off Jake.Kick out the thoughts when they come.Allow yourself 5 mins a day to think about him, then 4 then 3 then none!

Do not do anything large like selling your house.
If you do, you will be bitching about that later.

No one asked you use Jake as an agent, You agreed to to that. It happened,some of it was good but mostly it only served to show you you were right about him.
It’s over, stop dragging it out and torturing yourself.
As I said before, you need a job. Write the damn film! its almost like you have a dialogue with Bad Duncan and Fab Duncan, Bad Duncan wants to punish everyone and he ends up punishing Fab Duncan.
Vitriolic rants will only give you ulcers.
Be good to yourself, you are wonderful.

Love, love, love the pic. Made my day.

All that stuff about gays is in the old testament, not in the ‘Jesus section.’ So not every Christian is like that, but you probably know that.

I saw AKA a while back and it was awesome. Screw Jake and keep writing.

The only thing that I can really object to is the “ugly kids” thing. I doubt they’ll ever read it, but if they did and they are kids, it would be a shame since they can’t help who their parents are. I say this from being a rather regrettable looking kid myself, not b/c I want to find something to be critical about. But they probably won’t see it, so I’m just typing to see myself type I guess.

Lisa: You were right to point out that kids should be out of bounds. They can’t help if they have idiots for parents. And you never know what they or their peers read. Or Google. And it’s good to remind people that despite the loud-mouthed minority of “conservative” Christians who bring shame to the name of Christ, I believe the majority of Christians aren’t homophobes. Blessings.

“My gaydar when off like an Amazonian dawn chorus.” OMG! I laughed so hard when I read that. Oh, Duncan, you write beautifully, and I love, love, love your blog. Been reading it for quite a while, and you never cease to enlighten me every day. Everyone struggles with something, and you are so brave to put it out there for all to see. Thanks for the laugh, and a thunk on the head to Dr. Homophobe. xo

Duncan,

Really funny post. Wicked. But you’ve talked about all of them before. I thought that you didn’t write for a while to get some perspective and some fresh ideas. You went to a gay sober weekend conference. Did nothing of interest happen there? It was in Palm Springs. There’s nothing beautiful, funny or noteworthy at all in the entirety of Palm Springs?

He’s crawled into your head like a worm into an apple. Like an earwig. But HE HAS NO POWER OTHER THAN WHAT YOU KEEP GIVING HIM. Why on God’s green earth is his opinion so important to you? Especially, now that you’ve seen behind that mask of his to his true nature? You wrote “How will he ever encourage the best out of his clients? Unless he is getting fucked by them of course.” Uh…, so what exactly DID he do for you? Except to poison you against yourself by leaving nasty little pockets of self-doubt like mines for your thoughts to trip over and have your confidence and your heart blown to a million pieces, again and again.. Your thoughts of him are like some sort of time release poison that keeps attacking your nerves. He hurt you. Dammit, stop helping him to keep doing it. Stop pouring salt into your own wounds. MOVE ON.

You’re in NYC. He is one goddamn person amidst MILLIONS. You have CAN have a wonderful time if you LET YOURSELF. Go. Do. Be. For Chrissakes, LIVE IN THE NOW! Sweetheart, there’s so much beauty and so much love around you. Obsess over THAT. And here’s the nudge… taken steps to take care of your health yet? If you have, please write about it, as in “I’ve taken steps, people.” We worry.

Blessings,

Amanda

Disappointed in you Duncan for this post. It’s not the best of you. I don’t deny your need to vent. However, there are some posts one might want to write, review in the morning and elect not to send. It’s not about the very real bad behaviors of those who have caused you damage – indeed a pox upon them for their misdeeds. Rather, it’s about being above all that. Also dismayed at some of your fans who, by their posts, are not supporting the best in you. Just one person’s opinion and I do care.

Duncan, I love reading your blog it’s always so entertaining, and you are truly talented. I am currently reading a book about positive thinking, and the secret to life; how you can change your mind / health / relationships and have abundance at all levels. There is nothing personal intended in these extracts from the book it’s for info:-

• When you focus your thoughts on something, and you hold that focus, you are in that moment summoning what you want with the mightiest power in the Universe – the Law of Attraction.
• The Law of Attraction says “like attracts like” so when you think a thought, you are attracting like thoughts to you.
• Thoughts are magnetic, and thoughts have a frequency. As you think thoughts they are sent out to the Universe, and they magnetically attract like things that are on the same frequency. Everything sent out returns to the Source – YOU.
• Your current thoughts are creating your future life. What you think about the most or focus on the most will appear in your life.
• Nothing can come into your experience unless you summon it through persistent thoughts.
• The creative process helps you create what you want in 3 simple steps – ask, believe and receive

Examples on Health and Relationships from the book
• On health – The placebo effect is an example of the Law of Attraction in action, when a patient truly believes the tablet is a cure; he receives what he believes – and is cured. Disease is held in the body by thought, and by the attention given to the illness. When you are ill “don’t talk about it”, unless you want more. Instead change your thoughts to good things and give yourself powerful thoughts i.e. I am well, I am happy and I am healthy.

• On relationships – treat yourself with love and respect, and you will attract people who show you love and respect. When you want to attract a relationship, make sure your thoughts, words, actions and surroundings don’t contradict your desire. When you feel bad about yourself, you block the love and instead you attract more people and situations that will continue to make you feel bad about yourself.

If you are interested in reading the book, then email me and I will give you the name and author…

xxx

Violet Flame: Thank you for sharing wisdom that can resonate with everyone. Especially, Duncan. Love & Light. Namaste.

Irena the book is called The Power by Rhonda Byrne. Please do not mis-use the contents of this book and ask for only money. Abundance is at all levels of love, happiness, health wealth and career. There is currently an in-balance in the world of poverty, which I believe is caused by people being greedy and only manifesting money. She has also written another book called The Secret.
Use your discretion..
Namaste
xxx

Thank you Violet Flame.
I understand your concern, I have been using these techniques for many years.The first book I read on this was Shakti Gawain’s ‘Power of Visualization’ and can testify that the methods work. I will get this book.Totally agree with you.

Thanks Metal Rabbit, like all things you’ve got to want to do it. Wake up every morning and plan your day, stay positive, love everyone you meet unconditionally, no blaming or criticising (accept the perpetrator and the victim). If you have a disagreement or argument with someone, before you go to sleep replay the situation through in your mind the way you WOULD have liked it.

PS:You cannot feel bad and have good thoughts, bad feelings, bad frequency, bad things. Good feelings, powerfully attract more good things to you. Your job is YOU. Fill yourself up with love first, otherwise you have nothing to give !!

It works !!

Namaste
xxx

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